I Feel Worse, I Feel Better
Watching TV is both a treat and a segue. My goal has been to remove myself from short form content - where I lost hours and never felt settled - to longer form content. It is working, I am progressing, I am successful. So far, I am slashing the time spent on my short form platforms and it feels much better. It feels great, I feel far more settled, it is so good that I often forget how it was before. I said that it is a mistake to move too fast. How I feel now, is that I don't like watching this much TV. In the past, I've restricted myself here and by accident found my way back to short form content. I am trying to be careful here. I long for TV. I hate it in several ways but I long all the same. I feel glued to my TV. I put a restriction on my phone that only an hour of watching is permitted at a time and I have only 5 sessions available daily, and this works so well for most of my apps, but I'm noticing that I don't want to waste the time I have, so I am far more fo...