Trading Blue Light for Sunlight

I wonder if memory is dying.  I study well for tests and school but, in my own personal life I keep remembering habits that I've long since fallen out of practise with.  Is it AI? rotting our brains and stealing our intelligence - I'm sure that's part of it, I know it hurts us, it definitely doesn't help.  Is it just screens? that blue light drilling into brains, coring out our attention spans. Is it just consumption? consumption, consumption, we're not making new neural pathways for all this, are we going so quickly, too fast that evolution is still racing to catch up? so the old stuff just falls out instead, because it's all getting crammed in the wrong way. Forgetful me. Is it just my problem or is it an epidemic silently spreading and we'll never know or never believe? As an infant, I had routine. I didn't need to remember things, I moved on instinct. Bed time at the same time every day. Morning routine, school routine, afternoon routine, evening rou...

  i look great today, so i want to be seen i feel bad that i feel bad because i look great now i dont leave the house without looking great so i look great every day because i want to leave my bar for presentable is a high bar, i dont know why, i dont think it was  me that started this everyday to exist i must reach the high bar the others may not care its not for them  its inside of me i felt bad this afternoon and i had my shoes on  shoes on i feel ready today the shoes couldn't hold onto the wind that knocked out of me i left the house to buy turmeric  im so happy to succeed accidentallly i pulled on a great look i wouldnt have worn all of this otherwise and  didnt really care what i was dressing for the stakes were low and they were not high so i flourish and prosper and bloom  its my missed opportunity that i will not be seen by my friends  i feel bad that i feel bad in a good look for this feeling  i pull together well  it could ha...